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&#​%​!​in' Covid (Improv No. 18)

by Mad Gleams

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1.
Mimic 04:55
circuits exposed you know you know always alone you know you know but when I sing you sing when I sing you you sing you sing fear like a plug I don' give a fuck pulsing in love fuckin' things up but when I sing you sing when I I sing you you sing you sing (whistling) when I sing you sing when I sing you you sing you sing
2.
The Black 05:26
stack of books next to the bed disjunctive thought still in your head and in your lap a clenching fist how many years now tryin' to resist I saw an opening I saw a crack I saw an opening I saw the black invite us over but don't put on airs a tiny house without any stairs the stupid things you said on tv you should be more mindful when you speak or when you think I saw the opening I saw the crack I saw the opening I saw the black the black and never occurred to you that I might like it down here that's true it's true it's true it's true got my eyes on you I got my eyes on you I got my eyes on you
3.
Do You 05:08
was I supposed to was I supposed to make it alright for you for you you don't know what you're doin' do you you don't know what you're doin' do you I don't know how many months it seemed to happen all at once and I've got to admit I don't miss it I don't miss it one bit not one little bit you don't know what you're doin' do you you don't know what you're doin' do do you I don't think you do I don't think you do we all make our mind up sooner or later end up gettin' eaten by an alligator I'm tired of steppin' out into a world that's full of things that can take you down I always dreamed didn't I I always dreamed didn't I look into my eyes I'm not dreamin' am I I'm not dreamin' am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I you don't know what you're doin' do you you don't know what you're doin' do you I guess I'm through
4.
followin' the beat feel like a freak tired of waiting all this time losin' count doesn't amount to anything in my mind shufflin' my feet never felt like an elite kind so what do you do it's right there in front of you are you gonna strip or are you gonna climb can't it be both I don't think so can't it be both another month I had someone but all I see now are the ropes hangin' overhead they'll hang me when I'm dead until then I just slide down the slope of total collapse total collapse you don't have to ask I'm saving my money you don't have to ask I'm saving here I am on the line pretending to be one of the divine but I know that's an illusion will you fall for it tell me you won't fall for it cause it's a long long and foolish foolish fall into the hole of the world the hole of some stupid stupid stupid thought that kept you awake you can have it but you'll have to make mistakes is it for you or for them is it for you or is it for them can't it be both I don't think so can't it be both
5.
#09 03:41
(Instrumental)
6.
Now's Good 03:37
I've been alone for so long I'm starting to forget your face your voice I saw you in a dream with dyed pink hair I believe all this will work itself out I believe all this will work itself out but I don't know when I've been alive for so long now I can't even recall who I am but I believe sure as the trees will grow new leaves that I I saw the truth and it was shining just like you I believe this will work itself out I believe all this will work itself out but I don’t know when what about right now? ooh ooh uh huh ooh ooh uh huh ooh ooh uh huh uh ooh ooh ooh
7.
A Ghost 06:21
a ghost floating in your head again a ghost from the past taking away all you had all you ever ever had a ghost in your car follows wherever you are a ghost of your fears and yah never know when it will appear or when it's gonna go hard livin' hard livin' hard livin' with a ghost a ghost of your self appears and disappears and it's affecting your health a ghost of your dreams reminding you they're never quite what they seem to be nightmare nightmare nightmares when you sleep a ghost of who you were always there and it always gets the last word a ghost of your dad always gets the last laugh he's laughin' at you as you try to improve a ghost a ghost exorcised takes somethin' with it when it dies a ghost you start to miss you wonder if there's any way out of this shit out of a hole you feel the hole hole when you're livin' with the soul of a ghost
8.
The Light 04:14
is that what you really think or have you just had too many to drink is that what you really want to say or would you like to put it some other way is it really the truth or do you have something to prove is that really how it is or are you just trying to resist awake at night can't sleep awake at night can't see the light can't see the light can't see it the things that she said when you wished she was dead they're comin' back how you gonna react miles and miles away you still hear 'em til this day and you you won't ever stop until the shoe drops can't sleep can't sleep at night can't sleep can't sleep at night can't see the light can't see the light you can't see it can't see it can't see it can't see it (whistling)
9.
Go 04:42
go go for the gold go for the gold but don't go insane go for the gold go for the gold but don't go insane insane run at the wall run at the wall run (run for it now) at the wall (you can make it now) run (run for it now) at the wall (you can make it now) but don't fall in the hole go for the gold go for the gold go (I know you thought it out) for the gold (but you gotta try it now) but don't (don't wait) go (don't wait) insane (don't wait) (don't wait) (don't wait)
10.
another day livin' inside winter winds and winter nights feel like I been in a coma donald trump and the fuckin' rona I'm not wasting anymore time I'm not wasting anymore time I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I seen a lot of things on my computer screens and I read a couple a books you'd like how my long hair looks I'm not wasting anymore time I'm not wasting anymore time I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind you can do like your parents did and catch the fuckin' covid I never minded solitude and anyway I can play some tunes I'm not wasting anymore time I'm not wasting anymore time I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm tired of all the screeds blockin' out the subtleties I'm tired of the screeds blockin' out all the subtleties you better believe I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind I'm freein' my mind freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my mind freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my freein' my mind freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' my mind freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' freein' my mind right now right now right now oh oh aw aw right now

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I would like to tell you about how I made this album:

This album was recorded in January 2021.

I wrote the songs as I was performing them. When I got stuck I would start over or punch in where I gave up. All overdubs were done in as few takes as possible.

I call it an "improv album."

I hope it can be of use to you.

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released January 15, 2021

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