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It's Weird That We're All Here (Improv No. 20)

by Mad Gleams

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1.
I seen it all before I seen it all what kinda signal are yah goin' for I seen it all before masters and labradors you're not gonna teach me you're not gonna teach me anything are you sold out show sold out show but you know seen it all before seen it all before you're not gonna teach me something new you're not gonna teach me anything cause I seen it all before seen it all before I seen it all before and it was bullshit then don't wanna see it again don't wanna see it again
2.
It's Weird 02:46
it's weird it's weird that we are all here that we are here it's weird it's weird that we are here that we are here that we are here that we are here that we are here
3.
I'm Changing 03:35
I didn't want to know I didn't want to see I didn't want to know what was right in front of me and it was scary oh tryin' to look it right in the eyes the abyss ain't got no eyes ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh and I don't want to tell you all that I have learned I don't think you would understand how much I had to burn gotta burn it out ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh I'm changing my plans I'm changing my plans I'm changing my plans I'm changing my plans change with me
4.
Winter Break 07:14
you came home or winter break planning your next mistake you slept in the basement I was probably too attached to you I didn't have anyone I didn't have a mom in the night in the night in the night I'd come crawlin' in I'd come crawlin' in I'd come crawlin' in into your heart you had your own intolerable problem that you tried to face with that smile on your face on your face at night at night at night at night I'd come crawlin' in I'd come crawlin' in I'd come crawlin' in into your heart don't waste your time don't waste your time don't waste your time don't waste your time talkin' to me talkin' to me I come creepin' in creepin' in creepin' in- to your heart into your heart don't don't leave
5.
New Points 05:38
nose bleeds (nose bleeds) warm sheets (warm sheets) hot water (hot water) on your face (on your face) calm (calm) neighborhood (neighborhood) and drivin' (drivin') to school (to school) I am a fool I am a fool I am a fool I'm a fool the life I live now (the life I live) I think it would probably freak you out the life I that I live now (the life I live) in my mind there's always somethin' (always somethin') behind the sun (behind the sun) there's always a darkness (always a darkness) eatin' away at everyone (eating) and I'm not not really makin' any new points I'm just tryin' to hold on to hold on
6.
well I guess it's a simple matter either get thinner or you get fatter what goes in must come out what the fuck are you talkin' about I'm trying to be a little discerning about how much poison I put in my veins each and every day well it's hard to be wise I was thinking about some childhood demons and how to exorcise them well it's still on my mind each and every day replaying the same conversations trying to figure out what to say it's hard it's hard to be wise you think that you could read it in a book but I implore you take a look what are you gonna find there's no simple answer that you would find and even if you did could you really keep it in mind it's hard to be wise it's hard to be wise it's hard it's hard to be wise just you try just you try just you try
7.
you want to take a run at it I'd like to see you try not bein' sarcastic I'd like to see you try maybe you could top my best realizations maybe you could top my best but until you try until you try until you try shut the fuck up I've had I've had enough shut the fuck up you talk too much I tried again didn't know what would happen doesn't get any easier we just get used just get used to fuckin' up reach inside reach inside reach inside and pull it up from the black you keep comin' back and keep comin' back keep comin' back shut the fuck up I've had I've had enough shut the fuck up you you talk too much when I'm lying in my bed about to rest you come drifting in my thoughts and I don't know how to get you off how to get clean how to get you off how to get clean shut the fuck up you talk too much shut the fuck up you know you talk too much you know you know you know you know you know you know you know you know you know shut the fuck up you talk too much
8.
Wake Up 06:39
you come over to my mother's house and eat her food drive me around in your car play some tunes and watch the corn go by and tell me about everyone that you despise I miss the little simple things that catch your attention away from what's been killin' you stay up all night talking to the ceiling I been missing that feeling something deep inside that I've known all my life I miss the stupid little thoughts that cross my mind when I'm trying to act like I'm fine I'm fine if I went out to the center of that valley by the hill would I enter another dimension do you think I'd still feel abandoned do you think I'd feel like I was in a dream well that's how I'm feeling right here right here right here right here either it's the place or there's something in my wake up wake up wake up wake
9.
guess I'll have to do it myself no offense but you haven't been much help except in that special way that special way that special way you make me want to die it's not preferable it's not acceptable it's not sufferable it's not not quite not quite a life I'm getting tired I'm getting tired man, I'm getting tired of tired of every new every new every new catastrophe what's the point what's the point if I'm still gonna get the same reply tell me why tell me why tell me why why do I why why do I why do I why do I I keep digging keep digging keep digging for clouds
10.
My Friends 03:32
when I'm lonely this is what I do and it's easy really easy to forget about you you see I got a lot of friends and they live in my head they live in my head and they are my friends and anywhere I go I will always know that I'm never alone never alone (whistling)

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I would like to tell you about how I made this album:

This album was recorded from Feb 24th, 2021 to March 22, 2021.

I wrote the songs as I was performing them. When I got stuck I would start over or punch in where I gave up. All overdubs were done in as few takes as possible.

I call it an "improv album."

I hope it can be of use to you.

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released April 2, 2021

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